Anonymous
Beloved of All
Heavenly Father,
I come before you today with a confused heart. I was so impulsive that I texted my baby daddy telling him that I will give him a gift for his birthday but really in my mind, its a way for me to see him and/or talk to him.
My baby daddy and I are both in a relationship. I know he is happy with this girl whom he had loved way before me. I left him because he didn’t love me at all. There was never an us. He was never honest about his feelings for me, and years later, I can’t help but to wonder why.
It is only during the pandemic that we were able to get in touch again. But after this, I cannot believe I went as far into cheating with my boyfriend with him. I just want to understand what is it with him. Why does he keep coming back into my life? What is your message, Lord? I am surrendering now because I am very very confused and lost. Please show me the way. Please tell me Lord why he keeps coming back.
I pray that he and I will be given a chance to talk about him acknowledging our son. I pray that he recognizes my son as his son too. I am praying that we find a way to do the DNA test because up to now he is still in denial.
I pray that you would enlighten the both of us into an adult and mature conversation. Please help us to figure this out. I also pray that I will finally know the reason why he keeps coming back into my life and why he always take a step back when we want to be honest about our feelings.
Please help me figure this out because my boyfriend and I are really in a good stage of our relationship and I don’t wanna ruin that. I know my baby daddy is too. He waited for that girl for so long. Please help us figure things out. Please. I still have unresolved feelings for him, and I wanna know how he feels about me. And if in some bizarre universe maybe we could finally let each other know how we feel.
I know that was a selfish way to put it but I am really confused and I pray that you will help me figure things out..
Amen.
Sorry for this very confusing prayer. I am really in a tight situation right now. I am sorry.
I come before you today with a confused heart. I was so impulsive that I texted my baby daddy telling him that I will give him a gift for his birthday but really in my mind, its a way for me to see him and/or talk to him.
My baby daddy and I are both in a relationship. I know he is happy with this girl whom he had loved way before me. I left him because he didn’t love me at all. There was never an us. He was never honest about his feelings for me, and years later, I can’t help but to wonder why.
It is only during the pandemic that we were able to get in touch again. But after this, I cannot believe I went as far into cheating with my boyfriend with him. I just want to understand what is it with him. Why does he keep coming back into my life? What is your message, Lord? I am surrendering now because I am very very confused and lost. Please show me the way. Please tell me Lord why he keeps coming back.
I pray that he and I will be given a chance to talk about him acknowledging our son. I pray that he recognizes my son as his son too. I am praying that we find a way to do the DNA test because up to now he is still in denial.
I pray that you would enlighten the both of us into an adult and mature conversation. Please help us to figure this out. I also pray that I will finally know the reason why he keeps coming back into my life and why he always take a step back when we want to be honest about our feelings.
Please help me figure this out because my boyfriend and I are really in a good stage of our relationship and I don’t wanna ruin that. I know my baby daddy is too. He waited for that girl for so long. Please help us figure things out. Please. I still have unresolved feelings for him, and I wanna know how he feels about me. And if in some bizarre universe maybe we could finally let each other know how we feel.
I know that was a selfish way to put it but I am really confused and I pray that you will help me figure things out..
Amen.
Sorry for this very confusing prayer. I am really in a tight situation right now. I am sorry.