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Good and Faithful Servant
I’m so sorry to hear about how you’re feeling, friend. I just said a prayer for you, asking the Lord to work in your circumstances, deliver you from your struggles and help you know that He loves and accepts you completely and unconditionally. Given what you shared, should you need a listening ear, Focus on the Family has free licensed counselors that you can call at 1-800-A-FAMILY. A friend of mine found them very caring and encouraging. You may also want to check out this program (Part 1 and Part2) that I believe may be of help to you. May you experience a growing sense of God’s peace and loving care in the days ahead, friend.