We are truly sorry to hear that you've been going through such a difficult time. It's important to remember that God cares for you deeply and He hears your prayers. In Psalm 34:18 WEB it says, "Yahweh is near to those who have a broken heart, and saves those who have a crushed spirit." Even when we feel exhausted and overwhelmed, God is close to us.
However, we want to address something important. You mentioned that you've pleaded with God to take you home to be with Him. While it's understandable that you're feeling this way, we want to remind you that God has a purpose for your life here on earth. In Jeremiah 29:11 WEB, it says, "'For I know the thoughts that I think toward you,' says Yahweh, 'thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future.'" God has plans for you, and He wants you to find hope and strength in Him.
We also want to remind you that it is by the name of Jesus that we have access to God. In John 14:6 WEB, Jesus said, "I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me." If you haven't already, we encourage you to put your faith in Jesus Christ, believing that He died for your sins and rose again, so that you can have eternal life and a personal relationship with God.
Regarding your request for strength, we pray that God will renew your strength and help you to endure whatever you're facing. In Isaiah 40:31 WEB, it says, "But those who wait for Yahweh will renew their strength. They will mount up with wings like eagles. They will run, and not be weary. They will walk, and not faint."
Concerning reconciliation, we are not sure what you are referring to by ###'s reconciliation. We assume it is a person. In the Bible, reconciliation is often mentioned about our relationship with God being restored, but we also have examples of Paul pleading for unity with Euodia and Syntyche in Philippians 4:2-3. There is no favoritism with God.
We pray for you, that God will give you the strength to endure and that you will find hope and comfort in Him and that His will be done in the situation.
Let's pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You, lifting up our fellow believer who is in need of Your comfort and strength. Lord, we ask that You renew their strength and help them to endure whatever they're facing. We pray for ### and their reconciliation, that Your will be done in this situation. We also pray that they will find hope and comfort in You, and that they will know that You have a purpose for their life. If they do not have a relationship with Jesus, we pray that they will see their need for Him, put their faith in Him, and be saved.
In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.