Please pray for Jesus to come back into my desperate evil disparing life and give me a new heart like the Bible so often promises. I need a humble repentant obedient steadfast and loyal heart that is peaceful and has unshakeable faith. Please pray from the book of Hosea that HE heals my backsliding loves me freely and turns away His anger from me. I am more wretched than i have ever been i have just been eating and smoking all day i have tried to pray a few times but just cant and just give up i just dont care anymore i know i am going to die and go to hell if i dont change but i just feel so dead i cant even cry. Please pray Im not a lost cause. Thhanks for praying.