skywalker99
Disciple of Prayer
3 years ago I lost my mother and grandmother within 3 months of each other. At the time, they were the only sources of unconditional love in my life. When I lost them, it was very traumatic. Mom was only 57. Since that crazy season, God has totally blessed me with an amazing wife and the sweetest 2 year old daughter ever. I was born on my mothers birthday 12/10/77. Every time the holidays come around, a lot of unprocessed pain seems to surface in a very bad way. I have these overwhelming feelings to just numb everything. I am believing this holiday season to be blessed, happy and free from any desire to want to numb, drink alcohol, or anything else. I guess I am just putting my order in for the best holiday season I have ever encountered! Thanks everybody. This prayer circle has been an amazing blessing! You all are so awesome!!