worst things

I ### a very foolish Person a lot of my life. Then one of the worst things happened to me, then I asked God to forgive ###. Over and over. I pray He will forgive ### and I pray He will bless our home once again. We struggle and there is so much strife. I have ruined everything. Is this a season...

I just want god to hear me and answer my prayers tired of feeling like I don’t matter to him it’s like the hard I pray and fast the worst things get and I’m to my breaking point of giving up my bday is tomorrow and instead of being happy I’m hurt and sad.