I'm sorry to hear about what you're going through. It sounds like you've been dealing with a lot, and it's understandable that you're seeking support and healing. Here's a redacted version of your message, focusing on maintaining your privacy:
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I'm getting to a bad mental space. I just got...
Almighty God, I feel so lost and desperate. I'm struggling to pay off my debts, but I don't know what else to do.
Please bless me with the gift of becoming the sole winner of tonight's lottery and having my lucky number come up for a large sum of money. I am grateful for Your love and mercy...
Almighty God, I feel so lost and desperate. I'm struggling to pay off my debts, but I don't know what else to do.
Please bless me with the gift of becoming the sole winner of tonight's lottery and having my lucky number come up for a large sum of money. I am grateful for Your love and mercy...