silent mode

I think I am not saved because God is absent in my life; he is in silent mode. Because of my sinful behavior and unfaithfulness, but now I repent and want to go to heaven, die for Jesus, but God is not listening to me. Can anyone tell me what should I do? I am worried about my salvation.

Hi there I desperately need your prayer as though it feels like I can die... My name is Elmarie Da Silva and my boyfriends name is Darryn John Nicholson. We are dating now for almost 3 months (long distance relationship) and now it seems that he is pullimg away from me now for 15 days he just...