I am so sorry for posting again but I am at my wit's end and don't know what I will do if God doesn't intervene.
Only had about an hour's sleep and even then had horrible dreams.
The mental torture keeps me awake and carries on 24/7. In amongst all the names, faces and songs etc my mind makes...
Oh my dear family in Christ I am so grateful for your love and prayers and I am sorry to say this but if God won't end my suffering then I will have to. The only thing stopping me is not knowing how to do it and causing even more pain to my dear sister ###.
Please forgive me if this sounds...
My sister ### has a chronic cough which we thought God had healed and we thanked Him but it has come back worse than ever!😢
For the past three nights it has kept us both awake and we are exhausted.
Also my own pain and mental torture due to OCD means we get very little sleep anyway and it is...
My sister ### and I are getting hardly any sleep due to health problems.
I can't sleep because of pain and mental torture due to OCD and ### has a chronic cough which keeps her awake.
We cannot go on without sleep so would truly appreciate your prayers.❤️
Sorry but I just can't deal with the physical pain and mental torture any more. I am so frightened!
I really thought God was going to heal me but I am getting worse
I get hardly any sleep but when I do the dreams are so vivid and when I wake up I wish I hadn't as can't face another day of...
Please forgive me for asking for prayer again but I really need God to help me as can't go on living like this😔 I have many very painful physical illnesses but my mental illnesses are the hardest to bear. It is impossible to explain but along with terrible anxiety and depression I have a mental...
awful vivid dreams
country: united kingdom
first time
health problems
little sleep
mental health
mental illnesses
mentaltorture
painful physical illnesses
terrible anxiety
Oh my dear family in Christ I am sorry to burden you but I honestly don't feel I can go on suffering like this. The physical pain is unbearable but the mental torture is even worse and it scares and exhausts me!
I honestly don't know how a loving God can leave me like this when I have been...
First of all I want to say thanks so much for all your prayers. I appreciate them SO much!🙏❤️
I am trying to trust God that they will be answered but have to confess I am worried.
It doesn't help that I am exhausted from lack of sleep due to physical pain; outside noise and mental torture...
2 1 2 hours journey
country: united kingdom
dear father
gallbladder stent
lack
many illnesses
many other worries
mentaltorture
physical pain
sister margaret
All I do is sit looking out of my bedroom window and crying due to the physical pain and mental torture. Please dear Jesus have mercy on me. Turn my tears of sorrow into tears of joy. In your name I ask this. Amen God Bless you all for your prayers which are truly appreciated
I'm really sorry to hear that you're going through such a difficult time. It's important to reach out for support when you're feeling overwhelmed. Consider talking to a mental health professional who can provide guidance and help you find ways to cope with these feelings. You're not alone, and...
As many of you will know I have been praying for many years to be healed of both physical and mental illness.
It is natural to question why prayers haven't been answered and instead things get worse and must confess I get really scared in case I don't have enough faith or am doubting too much...
I am so sorry to hear about what you are going through. It sounds incredibly challenging, and it's important to seek support from professionals who can help you manage these symptoms. While I can't provide medical advice, I encourage you to reach out to a healthcare provider or mental health...
am
country: united kingdom
generalized anxiety disorder
horrible night
last one
medication
mentaltorture
music films
scary panic attacks
unbearable pain
Oh my dear family in Christ, I hate to keep burdening you for more help and prayers when you have all been so loving and kind, but I am feeling so afraid. I continue to get worse both physically and mentally despite medication and treatments. There really is nothing else I can try. All the Drs...
country: united kingdom
dear family
different anti depressants
jesus' garment
many side effects
mentaltorture
one touch
physical pain
stronger pain medication
withdrawal symptoms
As I have explained before I cannot read the bible or listen to an audio bible due to my horrendous mental health issues. I truly wish I could explain but it is impossible.
It isn't just the bible. I can't read anything or watch TV etc. I struggle with everything I see or hear and it is hell...
Have any of you been praying for many years and given up hope of them ever being answered and then suddenly they have been answered? As you know my sister ### and I have been praying for many years for healing and deliverance from awful physical, debilitating illnesses and a mental torture which...
awful physical debilitating illnesses
country: united kingdom
first time
healing
hope
internal bleeding
mentaltorture
one thing
sister margaret
stool test
Oh my family in Christ please forgive me for burdening you again. I truly am grateful for your love, counsel, encouragement, and prayers. I am such a dark place today as my health, both physical and mental, has really deteriorated and I hate to confess I am scared and don't know how much longer...
abba father
anti depressants
awful flashbacks
awful physical pain
country: united kingdom
dark place
eight weeks
little sleep
love counsel encouragement
mentaltorture
Sorry I know I can't go on burdening you but apart from my sister ### I have no one else I can be honest with about how I am feeling, so please forgive me.
As you know I have been battling mental and physical illnesses for many years and was in hospital not so long ago.
I honestly thought...
Please forgive me for keeping asking for prayer when so many of you have already prayed such beautiful prayers and given encouragement which I am truly thankful for. However, I am struggling so much and honestly don't know how much I can take. I have been really ill, both physically and...
First of all I want to sincerely thank everyone who has prayed for me and given encouragement. It is truly appreciated.
I just don't understand why our prayers aren't being answered? I know everything is in God's time but I've been suffering so much both physically and mentally for many years...
anti depressants
country: united kingdom
crippling anxiety
everyone
healthy body
mental health
mentaltorture
painful digestive illness
physical pain
sound mind
Dear God, thank you very much for your kindness and love towards us mankind. The love that does not consider our sinfulness. Because while we still never knew you, you loved us. Father, Jehovah, i thank you because the kind of negativity and the treatment I got from my employer is not going to...