The mental torture caused by a type of OCD is getting unbearable to live with!😢 I really wish I could explain it but I am bombarded 24/7 with faces,names etc and my mind forces me to remember them and if I can't I have to search the internet etc. I have tried ignoring it but doesn't work. My...
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I had no sleep last night due to pain, stomach and tummy ache and mental torture which is impossible to explain and caused by OCD.
I have a tummy bug on top of all my usual illnesses and am absolutely exhausted but my mind won't give me rest even though I plead the blood of Christ over me.
I can...
I have been praying to God for guidance as to whether I should reduce the dosage of my antidepressant due to horrible side effects but am not getting an answer so can you please intercede for me? Thanks 🙏💖 Father God I really need you to guide me as to whether I should reduce the dosage of my...
I now understand why they use sleep deprivation as torture!😔
I don't get much sleep due to some noise, physical pain and mental torture caused by OCD and anxiety. Also the increased dose of antidepressant is making me more anxious
Last night I got no sleep at all due to mice scratching inside...
Please God help me and strengthen me
I am exhausted from fighting the mental torture and physical pain. I need to know you are going to end it and soon please. Speak peace into my troubled and overwhelmed mind and health into my sick body. Please speak health into my sister Margaret's body. In...
Sorry this is not meant to sound self pitying but my life really isn't worth living 😢💔
All I do is sit on bed all day and cry due to the unbearable physical pain and mental torture.
I can't go on like this.
Please Father God I have been adopted into your family through the blood of Jesus and...
I can't take the lack of sleep, physical pain and mental torture any more or all the bad things that are happening I have had enough! Please Jesus help me. I can't take any more suffering. I am frightened
I have been really ill (both in mind and body) for many years.
I have done everything the medical profession wanted me to do but am getting worse 😞
I went to hospital for treatment far from home even though I was afraid.
Whilst there I had an Ng tube fitted even though it hurt.
I took an...
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A psychiatrist is coming to see me tomorrow afternoon to diagnose the awful mental illnesses I am suffering from and possibly prescribe another antidepressant as the one I am taking isn't helping.
I am really worried as apart from the crippling anxiety I have a mental torture which is...
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To be honest I am not sure what to say
I can't remember the last time I was happy and am exhausted from one trial after another with no respite.
I honestly thought that being in hospital for two months was going to be the start of life getting better and for the first time in many years felt a...
I can't remember the last time I had a good night's sleep and due to physical pain, mental torture and noise from next door's heating it is getting even worse.
Sleep deprivation is used as torture!
I feel so exhausted and spaced out and it is really affecting my physical and mental health.
So I...
I am truly sorry to ask for prayer again but I have been waiting for a Psychiatrist to come and see me after seeing someone from my local mental health support team.
This was a month ago and I was told I am classed as high priority so it would be weeks rather than months.
I honestly don't know...
I am so sorry for posting again but I am at my wit's end and don't know what I will do if God doesn't intervene.
Only had about an hour's sleep and even then had horrible dreams.
The mental torture keeps me awake and carries on 24/7. In amongst all the names,faces and songs etc my mind makes...
Oh my dear family in Christ I am so grateful for your love and prayers and I am sorry to say this but if God won't end my suffering then I will have to. The only thing stopping me is not knowing how to do it and causing even more pain to my dear sister Margaret.
Please forgive me if this sounds...
My sister Margaret has a chronic cough which we thought God had healed and we thanked Him but it has come back worse than ever!😢
For the past three nights it has kept us both awake and we are exhausted.
Also my own pain and mental torture due to OCD means we get very little sleep anyway and it...
My sister Margaret and I are getting hardly any sleep due to health problems.
I can't sleep because of pain and mental torture due to OCD and Margaret has a chronic cough which keeps her awake.
We cannot go on without sleep so would truly appreciate your prayers.❤️
Sorry but I just can't deal with the physical pain and mental torture any more. I am so frightened!
I really thought God was going to heal me but I am getting worse
I get hardly any sleep but when I do the dreams are so vivid and when I wake up I wish I hadn't as can't face another day of...
Please forgive me for asking for prayer again but I really need God to help me as can't go on living like this😔 I have many very painful physical illnesses but my mental illnesses are the hardest to bear. It is impossible to explain but along with terrible anxiety and depression I have a mental...
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Oh my dear family in Christ I am sorry to burden you but I honestly don't feel I can go on suffering like this. The physical pain is unbearable but the mental torture is even worse and it scares and exhausts me!
I honestly don't know how a loving God can leave me like this when I have been...