A Psychologist is coming to see me this afternoon and I would truly appreciate prayer that it will go well.
I really need help to free me from the awful mental torture caused by a rare form of OCD, along with depression and Generalised Anxiety Disorder. Also dealing with the grief of losing my...
I had an appointment with my Psychiatrist today and although he was nice he told me my OCD may never go away which made me so afraid as I can't live like this. It is mental torture and along very bad anxiety, painful physical illnesses and really grieving for my ###.
Then I reminded myself that...
The past six years have been unbearable with so many trials between illness, long hospital stay and loss of many loved ones but the worst has been the loss of my sister three months ago. I am also struggling with painful physical illnesses and mental illnesses which causes 24/7 mental torture...
I have been pleading with God for deliverance from the mental torture caused by a rare form of OCD which affects my sleep so I am exhausted. I also suffer from Generalised Anxiety Disorder. Medication isn't helping and I am frightened as can't live like this. I also have very painful physical...
Last week when my dear sister and best friend Margaret died my niece spent a lot of time with me which really helped and was a real comfort
She had to go back to work on Monday so can only spend a short time with me each day and the days feel so long and lonely. The nights are hard as well...
I am really struggling to understand why God isn't answering my prayers for help when He promised to meet all our needs according to His riches in glory through Christ Jesus. I haven't slept at all for three nights due to unbearable physical pain and mental torture caused by OCD. I have...
I am complaining overwhelmed as still really struggling to care for my sister ### since she came home from hospital as she is still so frail and weak. Also, she is still having diarrhoea so I often have to clean up "accidents."
I do this willingly as I love her and she has cared for me for many...
bad anxiety
country: united kingdom
horrendous physical pain
mental health issues
mentaltorture
new neighbors
painful physical illnesses
real toll
semi detached house
two big dogs
I honestly don't know how much more I can take!
My sister ### and I have had over ### years of illness, bereavement and one thing after another
I was in hospital for ### months and am still really unwell in mind and body. ### just got home from hospital on Thursday and is still having...
My sister and I have been praying for over ### years to be healed both in mind and body but are getting worse 😢 Many Christians say you have to see yourself as being well and believe you are healed no matter how bad you feel? Isn't this just visualization and mind over matter? Also been told...
So sorry to post again but really struggling to get through this day
My dear sister ### is so unwell she sleeps most of the time and I am alone all day sitting in bed suffering terrible physical pain and battling the mental illness which causes a mental torture I can't describe but it is 24/7...
country: united kingdom
dear abba father
dear sister margaret
many occasions
mental illness
mentaltorture
one trial
rich promises
side effects
terrible physical pain
My sister is so unwell and now sleeping about ### hours a day!
She still has diarrhoea and has no appetite so is not eating much and has lost so much weight and is so frail and weak.
I am confined to bed due to many illnesses. ### is my carer but is too unwell so all I am eating is toast...
The mental torture caused by a type of OCD is getting unbearable to live with!😢 I really wish I could explain it but I am bombarded 24/7 with faces,names etc and my mind forces me to remember them and if I can't I have to search the internet etc. I have tried ignoring it but doesn't work. My...
constant mind bombardment
country: united kingdom
distress father
heart races
last night
mentaltorture
perfect health
physical illnesses
rightful mind
side effects
I had no sleep last night due to pain, stomach and tummy ache and mental torture which is impossible to explain and caused by OCD.
I have a tummy bug on top of all my usual illnesses and am absolutely exhausted but my mind won't give me rest even though I plead the blood of Christ over me.
I...
I have been praying to God for guidance as to whether I should reduce the dosage of my antidepressant due to horrible side effects but am not getting an answer so can you please intercede for me? Thanks 🙏💖 Father God I really need you to guide me as to whether I should reduce the dosage of my...
I now understand why they use sleep deprivation as torture!😔
I don't get much sleep due to some noise, physical pain and mental torture caused by OCD and anxiety. Also the increased dose of antidepressant is making me more anxious
Last night I got no sleep at all due to mice scratching inside...
Please God help me and strengthen me
I am exhausted from fighting the mental torture and physical pain. I need to know you are going to end it and soon please. Speak peace into my troubled and overwhelmed mind and health into my sick body. Please speak health into my sister ###'s body. In...
Sorry this is not meant to sound self-pitying but my life really isn't worth living 😢💔
All I do is sit on bed all day and cry due to the unbearable physical pain and mental torture.
I can't go on like this.
Please Father God I have been adopted into your family through the blood of Jesus and...
I can't take the lack of sleep, physical pain and mental torture any more or all the bad things that are happening I have had enough! Please Jesus help me. I can't take any more suffering. I am frightened.
I have been really ill (both in mind and body) for many years.
I have done everything the medical profession wanted me to do but am getting worse 😞
I went to hospital for treatment far from home even though I was afraid.
Whilst there I had an Ng tube fitted even though it hurt.
I took an...
country: united kingdom
earthly doctor
many drs
medical profession
mentaltorture
ng tube
painful digestive problems
side effects
unbearable physical pain
upcoming hospital procedure