false hope

Dear Lord today I have been suffering from so much depression s. I just wanna pray please begging you to resolve this financial situation that i really wonder, why it cannot be done. I've waited long enough to have it but there's always barrier. Wasn't i suffered enough already, why can't this...

O Lord. He is blaming me for our problem now. I am having a difficult time. I am doing a great length on how to come up with the money. Please help me O Lord. He is scared. I know he is furious because of me. He thinks I am making him false hope. It is unfair but I am blaming myself. O Lord, I...