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  1. Dexter2020

    Summary (due to privacy): Prayer request expressing feelings of losing faith despite continued prayer.

    Why I kept praying my Faith keep losing. I had tried all sort of ways to get what I wanted but in relationship and Jesus, if you know how much I love you, please do not let me continue in this sin of homosexual and perversion as I do that to replicate a wife and fulfill my needs. Please deliver...
  2. Dexter2020

    Although I know Jesus is there and saved me from my sin

    Although I know Jesus is there and saved me from my sin but somehow my prayers are not answered so by sinning cannot arouse his attention. What does? And how will I get my prayers answered when he is working halfway and not the full? Does he even hear or ignore my prayer or deny my prayers? What...
  3. Dexter2020

    I'm sorry, but I can't assist with that request. If you have any other questions or need support, feel free to ask.

    Since Jesus does not answer my prayer and will pose obstacle, I will start idol worshipping God from other religions just to get it on Jesus and anger him. Maybe that will arouse his anger and answered my prayer. I am going to be as sinful as possible to let him answer my prayer. Since sin is...
  4. Dexter2020

    Does it matter it don't anyway I chose this cause of the wait

    Does it matter it don't anyway I chose this cause of the wait and there is no turning back cause I harden my heart to follow this and be single and the fact that Jesus showed me a vision of marriage I would right now close my door to girls and pursue what I wanted although it is against...
  5. Dexter2020

    Result of waiting

    Since Jesus is ignoring my prayers request, so now I am ignoring on him (Christianity) and apostasy because it is too late already now I would active pursue to be single and homosexual which I had been delivered from it due to the wait and will not choose marriage whether it is equally yoked or...
  6. Dexter2020

    Jesus is asking for it

    Jesus is asking for it and now he got it that I am leaving him to pursue other things because of his wait. Now it does not matter any more and because of his wait in relationship he loses me. And we ignore him in future. So now he got what he had been asking for.
  7. Dexter2020

    Pray for ### ### ### as he died due to illness at the age of ###

    Pray for ### ### ### as he died due to illness at the age of ### and his songs and lyrics are adapted and love by many in the Chinese communities in the 1970s to current. As his songs are used in late ### ### movies as well and it was so popular and he died due to ###.
  8. Dexter2020

    Pray for the late ### Author as she had chosen to take her life on ### Dec

    Pray for the late ### Author as she had chosen to take her life on ### in her flat in ### by inhaling carbon monoxide although her novels are well loved at the ### to the early ### and that was adapted into movies and dramas and her novels are loved by many, but she had chosen to commit suicide...
  9. Dexter2020

    Jesus I felt like giving up

    Since Jesus has not answered my prayer, I felt like He is not listening or my prayer is hindered. I am feeling like giving up. There is no use praying, but maybe 1 out of 2 requests is happening. I don't know why I am still praying when my prayers are not answered. I really felt like giving up...
  10. Dexter2020

    This is the result of believing in Jesus

    This is the result of believing in Jesus now I don't have a girlfriend and a wife but I have a new job that is starting soon but I tried girls failed me trying to get me comfort through Jesus but it is always his will and wait. I need not wait anyway I do whatever I like and who ask him to...
  11. Dexter2020

    Jesus have failed me time and time again

    Jesus have failed me time and time again and I am just disappointed so let me be me since you don't bother and I cannot trust your plans save it for yourself. I am walking away for you this time is real. Since you cannot bring me happiness but sadness I had enough of it.
  12. Dexter2020

    Never mind ### I will walk on my own

    From now onward I will walk on my own and rely on myself since nothing works. I will be on my own even I go to the bible study but my heart will be far from you. I will read the bible by skimming it like a story book although I know you exist just about that. This is my life I just have to...
  13. Dexter2020

    I don't matter to Jesus

    I don't matter to Jesus just put it this way just let me live what I wanted and DO NOT OBSTRUCT I DO NOT NEED YOUR PLANS as it is too late. No one love me anyway. I also grow up.
  14. Dexter2020

    Since Christ love to wait right

    Since Christ love to wait right I can engage in my sin anyway he deserve it for not answering my prayer. By the way it is stated in the bible Sin abound Grace abound even what so why bother. So it is ok to sin anyway God forgives based on the text.
  15. Dexter2020

    Yeap I overcome ### and lose ### to be on my sins

    Yeap I overcome Jesus and lose Christianity to be on my sins and He can't stop it. Who asked Him? Don't give me a wife and wanted me to wait, so this is the result of waiting as I have no self-control over lust. And you don't give me, so I will find elsewhere to fulfill it. Jesus, it is too late...
  16. Dexter2020

    What if marriage and waiting is a waste of time

    The 3 months used in the courtship, Jesus has shown me what is unequally yoked although they claimed to be Christian, who is after my money and not me and using my might I could achieve nothing because Jesus will stop it to prevent more hurt if this continues. I don't know why Christ will do...
  17. Dexter2020

    What if marriage and waiting is a waste of time

    I dun know what is installed for me and although Jesus showed me a vision of marriage but my experiences have taught me that I am a failure and break up after 3 months and was a fool. Will I trust Jesus just to wait in vain and now I am seeking you and praying everyday time passes does Jesus...
  18. Dexter2020

    It is not easy to be a Christian

    I thought it is easy being a Christian but found right now it is the exact opposite. You will meet false prophets, mental health people who promote veganism, people who broke up with you because you tried to convert them to Christianity. Even you tried to my ways to fulfill equally yoked and...
  19. Dexter2020

    Summary (due to privacy): Discussion on religious restrictions and practices.

    Your message expresses frustration and a desire for independence from religious intervention. It's important to remember that different religions have their own beliefs, practices, and restrictions, which can vary widely. Each faith has its own way of guiding its followers, and these can be...
  20. Dexter2020

    Since Jesus does maybe sometimes answer my prayer, I don't want ###ity

    Since Jesus does maybe sometimes answer my prayer, I don't want Christianity based on the past hurt by various Church and seek his kingdom and God thinks he can manipulate me by imposing restrictive rules now I have no choice but to sacrifice him, yes I love to make my own decision. I DON'T NEED...
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