constant struggle

I am 63 and have osteoarthritis in my spine and alone, I have never had anyone look after me not even as a child, my parents were selfish and only concerned with themselves. I have two grown daughters who also have families and have their own lives, I always feel like more of an inconvenience...

I need help getting an apartment. Homeless but living week to week in a motel surrounded by drugs and violence. Paying $400 a week to be somewhere I dont feel safe to go outside for even a walk. Yet paying weekly will never be able to save for a deposit to get a place. I feel so trapped and my...