chain smoking

please pray my depression and bi polar and schitzophrenic voices are currently worse than they have ever been. i cant feel Jesus and keep trying to comfort myself in sinful ways like chain smoking and overeating when its Lent. im so lost right now I just cant do this alone please pray Jesus...

please pray my depression and bi polar and schitzophrenic voices are currently worse than they have ever been. i cant feel Jesus and keep trying to comfort myself in sinful ways like chain smoking and overeating when its Lent. im so lost right now I just cant do this alone please pray Jesus...

My Dad has been taken to hospital by ambulance about a hour ago. He was dizzy and threw up multiple times. Lord I pray that whatever this is you lead him to know Christ. I forgive hime and let go of my bitterness towards him, Lord I am sorry I have hold a grudge against him not being the best...