Again, I come to ask if you can please pray for my friends to forgive me and for our friendship to be as it was before, I'm deeply missing them, the pain hurts more than anything I've experienced. I am awfully sorry for hurting them; it was a huge mistake that I never intended to do. I feel awful and I have tried to apologize, but they do not want to know me. It hurts and I miss them, and I still care so much about them. My life feels numb without them, and I'm at home crying and remembering...