There is no reason for me to be here anymore. I'm in emotional pain and I'm really scared. I'm a burden, a waste of time/space/resources, a useless eater, and a piece of trash/garbage that needs to be taken out. It would save the government money if I died. It's my patriotic duty to die. Besides, while I am white, straight, cisgender and mostly able bodied (though I am an older person), I am not a neurotypical wealthy conservative Christian man who loves the current POTUS and his policies...