I need prayers. I've been so close to The LORD, I was delivered from social anxiety at 13, but at 15, after being rebuked by my classmates and sister (they called me dis4bl3d) I began rebelling. I've been doing a lot of sins, and way many more things, and I've reached a point where I lost conviction and I feel literally spiritually dead. I've been in this state for more than a month. I feel no emotions, nor empathy, and I need prayers for being restored. I also get anxiety, tiredness and I...