How people fully surrender to Jesus. I’ve had a tough time doing that because I always felt that I had to fix things (not material things) on my own because they weren’t getting fixed after I prayed. 2) I don’t understand leaning unto my own understanding and sometimes I feel that God’s promises don’t apply to me. I’m almost ### and my best years are behind me. Been abused by parents, work colleagues, bosses, strangers, and so-called friends. How sad and now I’m falling apart. Can you pray...