I'm really sorry to hear that you're going through this. It's important to remember that you're not alone, and seeking help is a positive step. Here's a redacted version of your message:
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I do not want to change....is what I feel....but after I'm done, it feels super awful, it feels like...
Lord Jesus save me from spirits of addiction in betting, immorality, pain killers and save me from loneliness oh lord. Amen
Evil satanic people are constantly falsely accusing me of things that I would never do and things they are guilty of doing. They also falsely accuse to other people to manipulate them to hate and avoid me. They gaslight me daily and call me a crazy cat lady. I'm not crazy and I don't even like...
I need a miraculous financial miracle and breakthrough. There’s been issues for a while now and I’m struggling financially.
Heavenly Father pls for the snow to not arrive next hour. In Jesus Christ name. amen.
Heavenly Father,
You see my heart. You know my fears, my anxiety, and the weight I am carrying about this move. Nothing is hidden from You.
Lord, I surrender this entire process to You —the moving out, the moving in, and everything in between.
Touch the hearts of the homeowners’ officers...
I went to a women's Bible study about the book of Genesis. The women there were so full of hate and vitriol and they spewed hate and venom at me. They all had kids and I didn't. They believe that I am worthless because I don't have kids. They believe women who don't have kids are completely...
Please pray that my father will soon find a doctor. Due to problems with insurance, he had to stop seeing our family doctor who is excellent. Please pray that somehow he will be able to go back to our family doctor or that he will find a new one. He has high blood pressure which needs to be...
I need to find my own permanent home. please pray for a peaceful relocation and safe environment in Jesus mighty name…
Please pray that I can make a good decision aligned with the promptings of the Holy Spirit!! Please pray a fast and safe execution of home related decisions... and financial...