Uskuse
Beloved of All
You know it's hard to believe in someone you can see are hear. My son is a good boy would make a great man this world needs more like him. But his laying on a couch to weak to move asking for someone to help him. We talked to a Doctor yesterday who could help him. She kindly said it would be five hundred to talk with him for 10 minutes. After that her nurse would talk to him for two hundred a phone call. I don't under stand what's up with the Doctors. I'm pretty sure doctors work by Gods will. I just don't know any more I love God but where is he! Why doesn't he hear us any more. I had seen the number 103 all my life every where yesterday I saw it again . I just called out if your trying to tell me something why **** don't you just say it! At the red light a semi truck was in front of there it was again 103 . But this time it had a Palm after it! When I got home I thought may be it's wanting me to look in the bible. Sure enough there it was God's Angels were telling me all long what I asked . My son will get his miracle he'll get well in God's own time. Doesn't help much doesn't explain why God's letting him suffer for. Every day I see rich people walk all over the poor. But they wouldn't be rich if there wasn't any poor. I come form big money never cared for it are any of them. I believe to be happy all you need is a roof over your head. And food to eat. And if your real lucky someone who loves you just because your you, not for what they can get form you. Look at the rich their not happy ! They are always on edge they can't trust anyone, even the people they marry. So what's the point I love all people for who they are not for any other reason. So are lives in this life are not much but I'm happy. are I was till my son got sick. If we had been told how to worship Father in the right way a long time ago we would have anything are heart want. I want the world back before people took over it. I want to drink water form the river's. See the world with out buildings just the way the good Lord made it to begin with. I'm sorry for going on just lost and can't find my way back! Please pray for the Lord to come back in my life feel me up with the Holy Spirit. Give me peace in my life! Bless all of you!