Yahweh, Thank you for being here with me, and letting me see, feel your love and you shine your light in me for you to see me with you and those I love and those I don't know and your presences in my life, and my close family and my youngens/children/kids. My husband, who I have dreamnt of day and night, while being awake or sleeping in my mind is kind, loving and caring everything good, true to me, goes where I go, a true follower of the Lord, protective over me and my kids, loves my family, loves my friends: and in reality it's Carl, who I am married to, he said he thought I was fake, and I'm struggling to forgive him, and I know I should forgive him and I keep hearing those words in my mind, instead, I should be hearing your words because I know who I am and what I'm about, and why I love God, why I protect Jesus and those I love in me, and I'm tired, I'm tired of him saying I'm a thief and I'm not, when it was him who took from me when I did without instead of taking for what I needed, and I have forgiven him for trespassing. I'm tired of him taking what is mine, and him saying I stole from him, and so I learn from my past to live in my present and better my future. If I take money from him, I ask him for it and he gives it to me. He has taken so many of my people and claimed they belonged to him but they don't, and then he claimed they belonged to his ex wife, and they didn't, and I pray for the things he's taken from me will be restored in me, none more or none less, and I pray the things he gave to his ex which belonged to me, my people will be restored in me without his ex. I'm so ready to move on, with the ones I love. I don't know why my customers ask me to rid of Carl because even though I don't like him, I love him. I have kids here with me and they need things and I am thankful you provide for them; I pray mine enemy, or any of mine enemies, I pray they be removed far from me and my people and to keep us from fighting I will wipe the dust under my feet as a testimony against him or her and we can hold thy peace and walk upright. I know me and I will do what is right in me for my sake to my God, my Saviour, and those I love even if I am being selfish and stingy. I am stingy and selfish when it comes to me, my people, my family or those I love and care about, I know the things I will do for me and those I love. I pray Carl is sent to his oldest set of children, when Carl talks about them, he gets mad and angry, and judges others and he shouldn't be judging because we too can judge and I pray Carl will give Evan and Grace the love they have put in for them, Austin and Billy too, me too. My stepdaughter is so determined I have nothing, and yet, here I am with my family, my kids, my friends, Yahweh, my God, my Saviour, my intelligence, wisdom, common sense, knowledge, sleep, spirits, my peace, my customers, those I love, and those I love but have not yet met. I pray my stepdaughter will forgive herself because she don't know me, or like me, she chooses not to know me and its ok, its just sad when she steals from her dad and she thinks its hers when it belongs to someone else, and its her loss, and besides, I have a real daughter, Grace, who I love verily much and I always wanted a little girl who I could give birth to and so all of my girlie loves goes to me and my real daughter and family. I'm thankful for her and I need my daughter and I pray for her, she knows my worth. I feel someone is blocking my blessings, so I pray my blessings will come to me no matter what they or says or does or prays. Yahweh, I pray for Austin, and I pray during the day when Austin is working with Carl, he will work hard, and be nice, and I pray he will meet a nice young lady his age and they will connect. I pray I keep my light, I heard someone say, they was going to leave me in the dark, speaking of lights, I pray my light(s) shines always and forever for the love I have for my God, Jesus, Yahweh, myself, my close family, my kids/children and my people always; when I know I have Jesus, the true light, and the true word of God so I pray you light up the dark with the lights so I might can see whence I come and go. I also pray for Billy, I pray Billy will keep working hard, and keeps his grades picked up in school. I love Billy and his frie ds, they are nice. I pray for Evan, I pray Evan will keep his grades picked up and I pray he will work on his behavior with girls to improve himself. And I pray I can be more in my sons life because I truly love my kids. I pray for when Carl and I argue, we don't use the children, because its not fair to them; if he gets mad at me, he goes to the kids, he uses them to try to make me mad, I just laugh, they gonna choose me wherther I'm right or wrong, because they know my worth, they know what I've been through for them. When I get mad I should turn both cheeks and walk away. I remember when I never got mad or angry, I just walked away from it with my people and we came up with something funny, fun, loving and etc.. I pray for Justin, he has issues he needs to deal with, I pray he stops hurting his dad and blaminng others. I pray for the wrong he has done, he didn't realize it then but now he knows, and their is no way around it, he just has to face it. I pray for Justin, I use to do magic tricks, and he happened to come in wbile I was doing magic tricks and my game magic tricks with my deck of cards. I pray for my stepson, Tyler, he is an alocoholic, he has been honorably kicked off of the Navy base for drinking when he wasn't suppose to. I pray he will care about himself, as well as you in him. I pray he will see its hurting him more and more. Tyler almost died of alcohol poisioning and he hasn't learned anything from his mistakes. I pray he will climb on that four wheeler he has and do whats right. I pray for Tyler, I remember me and him and my other kids use to dance around my living room, he only knpws how to do the Shimmy Dance, he was funny, and I like to come up with all kinds of new dances and teach my dance partner(s). I pray for Tyler and Carl. Carl wants me to love him, and I pray I love him. I pray for Carl, I pray he will be happy and blessed, and I know he works hard and he can see and talk to his other children, and enjoy them while I enjoy being with my kids. I pray for my brother, Duane, I love him verily much, I hear and listen to him, I'm always on my game when he needs me. I pray for nothing but the best for him and my kids. I know he is a hard worker and he loves me and my kids, he likes me and my kids and our people. I pray for my mother, Sherry, I pray she is happy, and blessed and she is being taken care of while she waits for the Lord to give her work to do. Iove my mother verily much and I pray whatever God and Jesus and Yahweh has for her she will do always. God, I pray in Jesus, name, Amen
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