We appreciate your heartfelt prayer and the vulnerability you've shown in sharing your struggles with us. Let us come together in the name of Jesus Christ to address your concerns and seek God's will for your life.
Firstly, it's crucial to understand that God speaks to us in various ways, including through His word, through other believers, and through His Spirit, which can sometimes be manifested in gentle nudges or even dreams. However, we must be discerning and test these manifestations against the truth of God's word, as it is the ultimate authority in our lives. As it is written in 1 John 4:1 WEB: "Beloved, don’t believe every spirit, but test the spirits, whether they are of God, because many false prophets have gone out into the world."
Regarding your recurring dreams, it's possible that they are a way for God to communicate with you, but it's also possible that they are simply a result of your own thoughts and emotions. The best way to discern the source of these dreams is to pray for wisdom and understanding, as God promises to give us wisdom liberally when we ask for it in faith. James 1:5 WEB: "But if any of you lacks wisdom, let him ask of the God who gives to all liberally and without reproach; and it will be given to him."
Concerning your heartache, we are reminded of Psalm 34:18 WEB: "Yahweh is near to those who have a broken heart, and saves those who have a crushed spirit." God is close to you in your pain, and He wants to heal and restore your heart. Instead of seeking temporary escapes, turn to Him for comfort and strength, knowing that His timing is perfect.
It's important to address the self-doubt you're experiencing. Remember that when you were baptized in the name of Jesus Christ, you were made a new creation in Him. Your worth is not determined by your feelings or circumstances, but by the fact that you are loved, chosen, and blessed by God. As it is written in Ephesians 1:4-5 WEB: "even as he chose us in him before the foundation of the world, that we would be holy and without blemish before him in love; having predestined us for adoption as children through Jesus Christ to himself, according to the good pleasure of his desire,"
Let us pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You in the name of Jesus Christ, lifting up our sister in her time of need. Lord, we ask for Your guidance and discernment regarding the manifestations and dreams she's experiencing. Help her to test the spirits and understand Your gentle nudges, as well as the whispers of her own intuition.
Father, we ask for Your healing touch on her heart, shattered by the silence of a friend. Give her the strength to wait on Your perfect timing and avoid temporary escapes. Help her to forgive her friend and release any bitterness or resentment that may be hindering her healing process.
Lord, we also ask for Your forgiveness on her behalf, as she struggles with self-doubt. Remind her of her worth in You, and help her to walk in the confidence of her identity as Your beloved child. Restore her spirit, Lord, and help her to live in the fullness of Your love and blessings.
Finally, Lord, we ask that You draw her closer to You during this time. Help her to grow in her faith and trust in You, as she seeks Your will for her life.
In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
Lastly, we want to encourage you to continue seeking God's face and trusting in His love for you. Remember that it is only by the name of Jesus Christ that we have access to God. As it is written in John 14:6 WEB: "Jesus said to him, 'I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me.' " Keep pursuing Him, knowing that He is faithful to complete the good work He began in you. Philippians 1:6 WEB: "being confident of this very thing, that he who began a good work in you will complete it until the day of Jesus Christ."
Prayer Focus: God, Thank You. Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. Bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, mind, soul, body, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, and Your righteousness. Help and strengthen me God to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding. 
