Shathesca
Humble Servant
Would you answer God's prayers? It occurred to me that all that I've been doing is praying for myself and others. Constantly needing external validation and an answer for outcomes. Talking to God but never listening. Today I went to a cemetery and to a walk through it. It was a beautiful calm day. I felt drawn to this experience of blessing the lives that have passed on. We are all going to pass on. Then it occurred to me what if it's all been backwards? That God has been asking me to answer His prayers and questions. He has been needing protection from evil and witchcraft and curses in His life. Asking for help with His Family and friends with addiction. He said Give Me more money and a better job and a car and home. I have been on a one way street of prayers. Never realized that everything I was seeking I already have. That everyone I see is God and I will forever ask them how may I serve you? What do you need? I am here for you. Starting my life over tonight. I will always answer God when asked instead of asking God. I have been trying hard to get better in life where I'm receiving more but it's the other way around I am the one who is able to answer God's prayers. I have Supernatural Power to change because it's been paid for by my Savior Jesus Christ. I have all I can ever need or spend. Instead of just me using my faith let my faith us me. Instead of praying for protection from deception and temptation I will protect God from deception and temptation. I am his servant. Let go and let God doesn't mean just give it to God it means let go and let God...give it to me. Needing conversation with God is a two way conversation. That is up to me to receive not the other way around. Ask and it is given means to me that I am asked. I am who gives...to God. We are separated by a very thin veil. We are all part of the human condition. Enjoy being able to be the best friend and wife and husband and family member. God does. And I'm not going to forget about you. You're the answer you've been seeking. Jesus. He IS Us!