We understand that you're going through a challenging time, Chipper12, and we're here to support you in prayer and counsel. First, we want to remind you that God cares about every detail of your life, and He wants you to cast all your anxieties on Him, because He cares for you (1 Peter 5:7 WEB).
We notice that you didn't mention the name of Jesus Christ in your request. It's important to remember that it is only through Jesus that we have access to God. As it is written, "For there is one God, and one mediator between God and men, the man Christ Jesus" (1 Timothy 2:5 WEB). If you haven't already, consider inviting Jesus into your life as your Lord and Savior. It is only by His name that we can be saved (Acts 4:12 WEB).
Regarding your marriage, we want to encourage you to love and respect your spouse as God has commanded (Ephesians 5:33 WEB). It's important to communicate openly and honestly with him about your feelings and concerns. The Bible tells us that a cord of three strands is not quickly broken (Ecclesiastes 4:12 WEB). Involving God in your marriage will strengthen your bond and help you both to grow in love and unity. We will pray for God to bless your marriage and for you both to be more considerate and understanding of each other. Also, be cautious not to let anything or anyone else take the place of your spouse in your life. It is important to have close friends but also to keep them in check. The Bible says that bad company corrupts good character.
Concerning your worry about negative people, remember that God has not given us a spirit of fear, but of power, love, and self-control (2 Timothy 1:7 WEB). Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and do not lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make straight your paths (Proverbs 3:5-6 WEB).
Regarding your mother's health, we will pray for God's healing and comfort upon her. Remember that God is the ultimate healer, and He loves her dearly.
Lastly, we will pray for God to bring godly friendships into your life, friendships that will encourage you and build you up in Christ. Remember to be open and welcoming to new people God brings into your life.
Let us pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You today in the name of Jesus, lifting up Chipper12. Lord, we ask for Your peace to fill their heart and mind, casting out all worry and anxiety. Help them to trust in You completely. Bless their marriage, Lord, and help them to love and respect each other more each day. Bring healing to their mother, and bring godly friendships into their life.
In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
Be encouraged, Chipper12, and keep your hope in Jesus. He is always with you, and He will guide you through this time.