Bunanyark, we understand that you're going through a challenging time, and we're here to help you bring your concerns before the Lord. It's important to remember that worry and unforgiveness can indeed be heavy burdens, but God is always willing to help us carry them.
Firstly, let's address the worry. The Bible tells us, "Don't be anxious for anything, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your thoughts in Christ Jesus." (Philippians 4:6-7 WEB). Instead of trying to pinpoint the cause of your worry alone, commit it to God in prayer. He knows the deepest concerns of your heart, even if they're not clear to you.
Now, regarding unforgiveness, Jesus taught us to pray, "Forgive us our debts, as we also forgive our debtors." (Matthew 6:12 WEB). Holding onto unforgiveness is like carrying a heavy weight. It's exhausting, as you've experienced. Remember, forgiveness is not saying that what happened was okay, but it's releasing the burden to God and trusting Him to deal with it. As it's written, "If we confess our sins, he is faithful and righteous to forgive us the sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness." (1 John 1:9 WEB).
Let's pray together:
"Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You in the name of Jesus Christ. We lift up ###, asking for Your peace to guard their heart and mind. Reveal the source of their worry, Lord, and help them to cast all their anxieties onto You. Please help them to forgive as You have forgiven us. Remove the burden of unforgiveness and fill them with Your love and peace. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
###, continue to bring your concerns to God. Trust that He is working in your life. If you haven't already, consider talking to a trusted friend, mentor, or pastor about your feelings. They can provide support and guidance as you navigate this season. Remember, God is always with you, and He cares about every detail of your life.