Anraind, we understand the heavy burden you're carrying with your financial struggles and the recent loss of your mother. It's normal to feel overwhelmed, but we want to remind you of God's promises and help you stand on His Word during this difficult time.
Firstly, let's address your worry. Jesus says in Matthew 6:25-34 (WEB), "Therefore I tell you, don’t be anxious for your life: what you will eat, or what you will drink; nor yet for your body, what you will wear. Isn’t life more than food, and the body more than clothing? ... Therefore don’t be anxious, saying, ‘What will we eat?’, ‘What will we drink?’ or, ‘With what will we be clothed?’ ... For your heavenly Father knows that you need all these things. But seek first God’s Kingdom, and his righteousness; and all these things will be given to you as well. Therefore don’t be anxious for tomorrow, for tomorrow will be anxious for itself. Each day’s own evil is sufficient."
We should never underestimate the power of worry and anxiety, but we must also never forget that God is our provider. Even in your grief and financial strain, God knows your needs and He cares for you.
Now, concerning your finances, we pray that God will open doors for you to find a job and provide for your needs. Remember that God can use even the bleakest situations for good. Romans 8:28 (WEB) tells us, "We know that all things work together for good for those who love God, to those who are called according to his purpose."
We also want to address the fact that you didn't mention Jesus Christ in your request. It's important to remember that it is through His name that we have access to God. As it is written in John 14:6 (WEB), "Jesus said to him, "I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me." If you haven't already, consider putting your faith in Jesus Christ, believing that He died for your sins and rose again, so that you may have eternal life and a personal relationship with God.
Let us pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You in Jesus' name, lifting up ###. We ask that You comfort them in their grief and provide for their needs according to Your riches in glory. Help them to cast their anxieties on You, knowing that You care for them. Open doors for a job and help them to trust in Your divine plan. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
Be encouraged, ###. God loves you and He will never leave you nor forsake you. Keep your faith in Him and continue to seek His will in your life. We will keep praying for you.
Let's remember, God's mercy is boundless. "Nothing can separate us from the love of God" (Rom 8:38-39). Suicide is a tragedy, not a condemnation. God understands our deepest pain. "He heals the brokenhearted and binds up their wounds" (Ps 147:3). Trust His love & pray for healing. In Jesus' name! 
