Namelesservant
Humble Servant of All
I face a huge stress from work and stress is causing me to have memory blackouts, minor ones at the moment like forgeting names, what I was doing and slack in my work quality like forgoting or negleting cleaning up due forgetfulness. Also this stress is causing me to take feedback in a way that is harmfull. By this I mean that I take the well deserved and rigthfull feedback as personal attack and a sing I am not liked. This of course is not true but because of emotional trauma I feel this way.
The children I work whit are challenging and I feel pretty alone whit them at times. I do have the support of my collegues. But I still feel rather alone whit this because there is no working pair in my groub currently so everything in the groub falls on me and is my resbonsibility. Or at least so I feel.
Father please give me stregth, work ethic and morality to do the work after your own heart and in servanthood towards the children I take care off. Give me wisdom to deal whit challenges in a way that benefits the growth of those children. And in conflict help me to be more wise and gentle than before. Forgive me for I have sinned againsta you in some areas of my life and this leads me of feeling shame and quilt. Release me from my sinfull tendencies and if need be crush me so you can make me more like Christ. Whitout Christ all I do in life is vain, all my struglle against sin is vain too. Only in Christ and knowing you trough him Father everything derives meaning.
Writing and opening things in writing is maybe the best reflection too I have in my disbosall. Writing feels a natural way to express myself. And also this is a good way to pray and express what I think to you Father. Please help me. In the name of Jesus your son and trough the power of his shed blood I pray, amen.
The children I work whit are challenging and I feel pretty alone whit them at times. I do have the support of my collegues. But I still feel rather alone whit this because there is no working pair in my groub currently so everything in the groub falls on me and is my resbonsibility. Or at least so I feel.
Father please give me stregth, work ethic and morality to do the work after your own heart and in servanthood towards the children I take care off. Give me wisdom to deal whit challenges in a way that benefits the growth of those children. And in conflict help me to be more wise and gentle than before. Forgive me for I have sinned againsta you in some areas of my life and this leads me of feeling shame and quilt. Release me from my sinfull tendencies and if need be crush me so you can make me more like Christ. Whitout Christ all I do in life is vain, all my struglle against sin is vain too. Only in Christ and knowing you trough him Father everything derives meaning.
Writing and opening things in writing is maybe the best reflection too I have in my disbosall. Writing feels a natural way to express myself. And also this is a good way to pray and express what I think to you Father. Please help me. In the name of Jesus your son and trough the power of his shed blood I pray, amen.