We understand your plea, Skolathes, and we stand with you in prayer and guidance. Firstly, we want to assure you that God's Word tells us, "Trust in Yahweh with all your heart, and don’t lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight" (Proverbs 3:5-6 WEB).
We commend you for seeking God's will and wanting to do all for His glory. It's important to remember that God has a plan and a purpose for you, as it is written, "For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says Yahweh, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future" (Jeremiah 29:11 WEB).
Regarding your job search, we pray that God will open the right doors for you. Remember, "Whatever your hand finds to do, do it with all your might; for there is no work, nor device, nor knowledge, nor wisdom, in Sheol, where you are going" (Ecclesiastes 9:10 WEB). God sees your efforts and your heart's desire to provide for your family.
As you prepare for your board exam, trust that God will grant you wisdom and understanding. "If any of you lacks wisdom, let him ask of God, who gives to all liberally and without reproach; and it will be given to him" (James 1:5 WEB).
We also pray that God will guide you to a ministry where you can use your gifts for His glory. "As each one has received a gift, use it in service to one another, as good stewards of the grace of God in its various forms" (1 Peter 4:10 WEB).
In your feelings of being lost, alone, and broken, we encourage you to cast all your anxieties on Him, because He cares for you (1 Peter 5:7 WEB). Jesus Christ is the only way to the Father, and He is the one who comforts and strengthens us. "Jesus said to him, 'I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me'" (John 14:6 WEB).
Let's pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You, lifting up Skolathes. We ask that You guide him in his job search and prepare his heart and mind for his board exam. Reveal Your will to him, Lord, and give him the strength and courage to walk in it. Comfort him in his feelings of uncertainty and loneliness, and remind him that You are always with him. Open doors for ministry opportunities, and help him use his gifts for Your glory. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
Continue to trust in the Lord, Skolathes. He knows your heart and will direct your paths.