Charlotte Burns
Humble Prayer Partner
Will you please pray for myself and Willie? We were together 3 years, both of us love the Lord. But unfortunately December he broke up with me. It broke my heart. Until now i keep on crying in front of the Lord. I just dont understand. I received word from different people but nothing of that happened. Why will Jesus put myself and Willie together just to break us up again? Let me start from the beginning. My marriage was not all good. My husband was an alcoholic and when he drunk he was very abusive. He also treatened to kill me. He passed away 6 years ago during the night because of a heart attach. We were married 19 years. After his death i didnt want anything to do with men. I loved my husband. My personality is also that i dont talk to men, i'm scared of men and I keep a distance. Until 3 years ago when i met Willie. I immediately was myself with him, i wasn't scared or shy. I felt save with him. He loves Jesus and doing missionery work, that draw me even closer. About 5 years ago a pastor in church prayed for me, then he said i had to long the incorrect surname, he said the Lord will give my happiness back to me and that my partner will have the same passion as i have for Jesus. About 4 or 4 and a half years ago another pastor told me i will dance again and that the Lord will restore my happiness. Both the pastors didnt know me well After i've met Willie, before our relationship, i had a dream that i had a silver ring on my finger and in my dream I showed everyone my ring and told them that myself and Willlie are together. I know dreams doesnt always mean something but for me it was confirmation that i musnt be distant with Willie. Because we dont stay close to each other we didnt see each other regularly. Everytime we try to get together something happened. I prayed and asked God who is keeping us apart, who stop us from getting together, i asked if it was the Lord or the devil. When we eventially got together, we talked, to a family member of him, one night about the Lord. While Willie was talking i got this question, who do i think wants to stop us getting together. I immediately think it was the Lord who asked that question, i got my answer that night, that it was the devil stopping us. A couple of weeks after he went back another pastor told me the Lord said myself and my partner will have the same passion and that we will have a ministry together. We will go ends of the world to spread the Good News. This pastor knows me. In January someone who knows him but didnt speak to him in a long time, and she doesnt know me well, send me a message that she believe God wants to bless myself and Willie and that we must be together. We have the same passion and we wanted to go everywhere with Gods Word. Im confussed because nothing of what i've heard came to pass. I even started to doubt if i heard correct. I trully love Willie and i believe God wants us together and that we need to do Gods Work. Please pray with me for us, that we will get back together again. Thank you Charlotte