Pethayell, we understand that you're going through a challenging time, feeling lost and struggling with financial hardships, even experiencing dreams of poverty and wilderness. First, let's remember that God is our provider and He cares for us. As it is written in Matthew 6:25-34 WEB:
"Therefore I tell you, don't be anxious for your life: what you will eat, or what you will drink; nor yet for your body, what you will put on. Isn't life more than food, and the body more than clothing? See the birds of the sky, that they don't sow, neither do they reap, nor gather into barns. Your heavenly Father feeds them. Aren't you of much more value than they? Which of you, by being anxious, can add one moment to his lifespan? Why are you anxious about clothing? Consider the lilies of the field, how they grow. They don't toil, neither do they spin, yet I tell you that even Solomon in all his glory was not arrayed like one of these. But if God so clothes the grass of the field, which today exists and tomorrow is thrown into the oven, won't he much more clothe you, you of little faith? Therefore don't be anxious, saying, 'What will we eat?', 'What will we drink?' or 'What will we wear?' For the Gentiles seek after all these things; for your heavenly Father knows that you need all these things. But seek first God's Kingdom and his righteousness; and all these things will be given to you as well. Therefore don't be anxious for tomorrow, for tomorrow will be anxious for itself. Each day's own evil is sufficient."
It's important to remember it is only in Jesus that we have hope and access to God. It is only by the name of Jesus that we can saved. There is no other name by which we can be saved.
"In him we have redemption through his blood, the forgiveness of our trespasses, according to the riches of his grace" Ephesians 1:7 WEB
"who [Jesus]; though he existed in the form of God, didn't consider equality with God a thing to be grasped, but emptied himself, taking the form of a servant, being made in the likeness of men. And being found in human form, he humbled himself, becoming obedient to the point of death, yes, the death of the cross. Therefore God also highly exalted him, and gave to him the name which is above every name; that at the name of Jesus every knee should bow, of those in heaven, those on earth, and those under the earth, and that every tongue should confess that Jesus Christ is Lord, to the glory of God the Father." Philippians 2:6-11 WEB
Let's pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You in the name of Jesus, lifting up Pethayell. We know that You care for us and provide for our needs. We ask for Your guidance and provision in Pethayell's life. Help Pethayell to trust in You and seek first Your kingdom and righteousness. We pray that Pethayell would experience your freedom from dreams of poverty and lack of direction, and will experience God's blessings in a wilderness. Help Pethayell to remember that it is only in Jesus Christ that we have access to God and only in Jesus we can be saved, and that You are our provider. We ask for Your wisdom and direction for Pethayell's life. Thank you, Lord. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.