Zormirman
Disciple of Prayer
I am praying that the Lord will speak to my wife and pull her away from this man. Allow her to see what she has at home and engage in our marriage not just for me but for our daughters sake. My wife is a non-believer in that she had bad experiences with church growing up I want God to show his light to her no matter what happens as he has to me over these past few months. He has allowed me to make some incredible changes in my life. I am not going to sit here and say that I did not cause issues in our marriage to begin with. From not knowing how to empathize with my wife's feelings and really just being selfish and all around man-child. It was demons from my past and child hood I have grown up a lot and seen my mistakes. The problem is these mistakes hardening my wife's heart toward me and it has made her pull away totally and now is seeking emotional needs elsewhere. I pray that God shines his light through me and displays the changes that he has allowed me to make and I only could have made these changes with him. I want God to soften my wife's heart move this man out of the picture and allow her to see God's Glory not for me, but because that is what God wants. I want her to see herself as God does and in turn giving us a shot at restoring our marriage. This is a hail Mary prayer as we have been stuck in this and living in separate rooms for over three years. I know when things seem the bleakest is when God does his best work if the other person will hear him as we all have free will to listen. I do not want to force my wife to be with me as I know I am not innocent in our problems. I want her to choose me as the same way God wants us to choose him. Please pray for my family no matter what happens that I remain steadfast with God and a father to my daughter as she is innocent in all of this.
In Jesus name I pray
In Jesus name I pray