Bemenra
Humble Prayer Partner
I believe in prayer. I really do. So, I appreciate every prayer on my behalf.
In 2022, my wife (Kai) left me. We had been living and working in AK. I moved to Texas to set up our new home. I had our young boys. She and my daughter were going overseas to visit family.
I was teaching school when I learned my wife and a sister-in-Christ had taken my boys (9/2022). They went back to AK. I’ve not seen my children since then.
The pain was overbearing. I can’t believe I am still alive. I begged God “please take me”. I turned to deep prayer and reading God’s word. I read the Psalms 12x since last October (my bday).
I’ve been begging God to get me back to AK. I’ve sent prob 100 resumes to AK. So far, it’s almost like God does not want me there. I’ve had interviews, jobs I thought were certain and then nothing. It’s not easy moving to AK (cost, etc).
Even in Texas, I was in limbo. Do I buy a vehicle or no? What do I do? I’ve begged God to lead me. I know God knows where I am at (Ps 139). I love my children so much. I miss them so much.
I see God’s care. God gave me a temp job which took me to CA 4x. It’s temporary but it’s been good to work. Every day I plead with God to soften my wife’s heart. I plead with him to reconcile my family. Silence.
When I pray, I prefer to be specific. Maybe those details will help you pray for me.
It’s all humiliating and humbling. I need strength to go on. I need strength to avoid temptation and sin.
In 2022, my wife (Kai) left me. We had been living and working in AK. I moved to Texas to set up our new home. I had our young boys. She and my daughter were going overseas to visit family.
I was teaching school when I learned my wife and a sister-in-Christ had taken my boys (9/2022). They went back to AK. I’ve not seen my children since then.
The pain was overbearing. I can’t believe I am still alive. I begged God “please take me”. I turned to deep prayer and reading God’s word. I read the Psalms 12x since last October (my bday).
I’ve been begging God to get me back to AK. I’ve sent prob 100 resumes to AK. So far, it’s almost like God does not want me there. I’ve had interviews, jobs I thought were certain and then nothing. It’s not easy moving to AK (cost, etc).
Even in Texas, I was in limbo. Do I buy a vehicle or no? What do I do? I’ve begged God to lead me. I know God knows where I am at (Ps 139). I love my children so much. I miss them so much.
I see God’s care. God gave me a temp job which took me to CA 4x. It’s temporary but it’s been good to work. Every day I plead with God to soften my wife’s heart. I plead with him to reconcile my family. Silence.
When I pray, I prefer to be specific. Maybe those details will help you pray for me.
It’s all humiliating and humbling. I need strength to go on. I need strength to avoid temptation and sin.