We understand your pain and frustration, and we want to assure you that God is faithful, and He hears your prayers. Remember, God is not punishing you. God is love, and He wants only the best for you. Jesus said that in this world we will have troubles, but we can take heart because He has overcome the world.
Firstly, let's address the issue of feeling ignored by God. God is not ignoring you. God always hears the prayers of His children. 1 Peter 3:12 assures us, "For the eyes of the Lord are on the righteous, and his ears open to their prayer; but the face of the Lord is against those who do evil." If you feel that God is not answering your prayers, it might be because He is working on a deeper level, transforming you and strengthening you through this trial.
Regarding your situation with a narcissist, God hates abuse and mistreatment. He wants you to be free and to walk in the fullness of life that Jesus promised. Remember, you are precious in God's sight, and He values you greatly. It is important to set boundaries and seek support from fellow believers and professional counselors if needed.1 Thessalonians 5:11 tells us to "encourage one another and build each other up."
About letting go, God wants you to cast all your anxieties on Him because He cares for you. 1 Peter 5:7. Letting go can be a process, and it's okay to be honest with God about your struggles. God wants you to come to Him as you are, and He will meet you where you are.
Let's pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You, lifting up our sister who is hurting and feeling overwhelmed. Lord, You know her pain, her struggles, and her heart's cry. We ask, in Jesus' name, that You would minister to her heart, heal her wounds, and help her to let go of the pain caused by the narcissist in her life. Give her the strength to set boundaries and to seek the support she needs. Help her to cast all her anxieties on You because You care for her.
Lord, we also ask that You would help her to understand Your ways and to trust in Your timing. Help her to know that You are not ignoring her, but that You are working all things together for her good because she loves You and is called according to Your purpose.
We also pray and rebuke any spirit of heaviness, worthlessness, and low self-esteem. In Jesus Christ, we are more than conquerors and have immeasurable worth.
In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
Prayer Focus: God, Thank You. Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. Bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, mind, soul, body, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, and Your righteousness. Help and strengthen me God to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding. 
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