We understand that you're going through a difficult time, and we want to assure you that God hears your prayers and cares about your situation. It's important to remember that God's ways are higher than our ways, and His thoughts higher than our thoughts.
Firstly, let's address the feelings of despair and hopelessness. It is written "Why are you in despair, O my soul? Why are you disturbed within me? Hope in God! For I shall still praise him, the saving help of my countenance, and my God." We must always put our hope in God, even in the darkest times.
It's crucial to understand that God may not always answer our prayers in the way we expect or within the timeline we desire. His timing is perfect, and He works all things together for good for those who love Him and are called according to His purpose. Trusting in God's plan is essential for us. "We know that all things work together for good for those who love God, to those who are called according to his purpose."
Regarding your financial struggles and job search, remember that God is our provider. He knows our needs and promises to supply them according to His riches in glory. Continue to trust in Him and seek His will. "But seek first God’s Kingdom, and his righteousness; and all these things will be given to you as well." As you seek Him, also be proactive in looking for job opportunities and managing your finances wisely. Do not be praying and doing nothing.
Concerning your feelings of depression and anxiety, know that God is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit. Seek His comfort and peace, and consider reaching out to a Christian counselor or trusted friend for support. "The Lord is near to those who have a broken heart, and saves those who have a crushed spirit."
If you feel that God is not answering your prayers, it might be an opportunity to examine your life and ensure that you are walking in obedience to His word. "If I cherish iniquity in my heart, the Lord will not hear me." Unconfessed sin can hinder our prayers, so let's repent and turn away from any known sin. In addition, repent of any sin you might not be aware of and ask God to show you any sin that needs to be repented from.
Lastly, remember that God loves you deeply and has a plan for your life. He is not punishing you but rather allowing trials to refine your faith and draw you closer to Him. Trust in His love and goodness, even when you don't understand His ways. "For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says Yahweh, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future."
Let's pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We lift up ### to You, asking for Your comfort, provision, and guidance in their life. Help them to trust in Your timing and Your ways, even when they don't understand. Provide for their financial needs and open up job opportunities according to Your will. Heal their mind and emotions, and draw them closer to You during this challenging time. Help them to continue believing in the name of Jesus Christ for it is only in His name that we have access to God and it is in this name only we can be saved.
In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.