orphans
Disciple of Prayer
Why?
What should I ask or request for prayer?
There was no father to the fatherless when we lost our dad in a tragic accident. There was no advocate or friend to step in to help 7 children. The church and community was clueless as to what was going on. Half the time we went to school without a lunch and barely any clothes. We stole for basic needs as God ate popcorn watching the show. No love, no leadership or guidance to help for college. Our mom lied and stold our inheritance. She curses her children to fail. At 82 years she continues to lie to her children. I love my mom and dad. I forgive my mom. The one who has hurt me more than anyone is God himself. We have since received Jesus as our Lord and savoir. Praying for wisdom and blessing and getting only silence from God. More than 40 years of having the truth hidden from us is too much! Like the grinch who stole Christmas even the "crum" of truth has been taken from us. Going thru trials that far outway any blessings I received from God, I would not want to live this life again.
I have lost my marriage, finances, home, health and children taken from me. I had painful boils 1 1/2 years, kidney stones 5 times, vertigo, pneumonia many times.
"The Rug Was Pulled Out From Underneath Us"
Either God has a higher calling or training for me, something I don't know or he has trialed my life in misery beyond endurance. I cannot say the trials are worth it because God has not blessed my life beyond my trials.
I trust God and my heart belongs to him.
I'd rather not have been born if this is all that God has to offer me in his abundant unlimited resources.
Orphans
What should I ask or request for prayer?
There was no father to the fatherless when we lost our dad in a tragic accident. There was no advocate or friend to step in to help 7 children. The church and community was clueless as to what was going on. Half the time we went to school without a lunch and barely any clothes. We stole for basic needs as God ate popcorn watching the show. No love, no leadership or guidance to help for college. Our mom lied and stold our inheritance. She curses her children to fail. At 82 years she continues to lie to her children. I love my mom and dad. I forgive my mom. The one who has hurt me more than anyone is God himself. We have since received Jesus as our Lord and savoir. Praying for wisdom and blessing and getting only silence from God. More than 40 years of having the truth hidden from us is too much! Like the grinch who stole Christmas even the "crum" of truth has been taken from us. Going thru trials that far outway any blessings I received from God, I would not want to live this life again.
I have lost my marriage, finances, home, health and children taken from me. I had painful boils 1 1/2 years, kidney stones 5 times, vertigo, pneumonia many times.
"The Rug Was Pulled Out From Underneath Us"
Either God has a higher calling or training for me, something I don't know or he has trialed my life in misery beyond endurance. I cannot say the trials are worth it because God has not blessed my life beyond my trials.
I trust God and my heart belongs to him.
I'd rather not have been born if this is all that God has to offer me in his abundant unlimited resources.
Orphans