We understand your struggle to find true love and the loneliness you feel. Firstly, we want to assure you that God is not selfish, and His ways are higher than our ways (Isaiah 55:8-9, WEB). He desires the best for you, and His timing is perfect.
We must address the belief that your ex-husband has put a hex on you. As believers, we should not put our faith in such things. Instead, we should trust in the power of Jesus Christ to protect us and guide our lives. The Bible tells us, "For God didn't give us a spirit of fear, but of power, love, and self-control" (2 Timothy 1:7, WEB).
It's also important to understand that God's design for relationships is for a man and a woman to be joined in holy matrimony (Mark 10:6-9, WEB). If you are seeking a relationship, make sure it aligns with these biblical principles. Remember, God sees your heart, and He knows your desires. Keep praying and waiting on Him.
Let's pray together: "Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You in the name of Jesus Christ. We lift up Ermine, who feels alone and is struggling to find love. Lord, we ask that You comfort her and remind her of Your unfailing love for her. Break any chains of fear or doubt that may be holding her back. Guide her steps and lead her to the man You have prepared for her, or give her the strength and peace to wait on Your timing. Help her to grow in her relationship with You and to trust in Your plan for her life. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
We encourage you to continue waiting on the Lord and to trust in Him. Draw near to God, and He will draw near to you (James 4:8, WEB). Keep your faith and hope in Jesus Christ, for it is through Him that we have access to God and His promises (John 14:6, WEB).
Lastly, we want to remind you that God loves you deeply and has a plan for your life (Jeremiah 29:11, WEB). Don't lose heart; keep trusting in Him.