Why god?

[Eastvern]

I’m just so angry with you god! You make no sense to me! God! I HATE you.. I’m going to hell and it’s ALL YOUR FAULT. I’m gonna tell everyone there how horrible you are, and that you sent me here because YOU DIDNT HELP ME. IVE BEEN CRYING OUT TO YOU FOR MONTHS, asking you to make it make sense.. I’ve tried to be patient and have faith.. but I don’t. My mind is such a mess god.. I don’t even know what is real. I’m so confused. I don’t understand. Who is Jesus? Why’d he have to die? To be 100% honest, I don’t believe he rose from the grave. There I said it! I don’t believe because YOU DONT GIVE ME FAITH. I can’t believe god.. I can’t understand. I don’t know. I don’t know. Why do I need Jesus? Why? Why am I even alive god I wish you never allowed my mother to conceive me!! But I can’t die cuz I go to hell! I hate you god. You know why? Because you say you’ll help us. You never show up! You have never been there for me. It is clear you don’t want me. I know what I’m hearing when I die, “away from me” because I know you don’t love me, you don’t see me and even if you do, you probably just point fingers and laugh while I’m losing my mind. My heart is so broken god.. I loved you so much Jesus and now I don’t even know what Is real.. I’m nothing without you god.. I’m nothing but a depressed loser.. and since you left I might as well just go back to drugs at least that made me feel soemthing. You’ve made my life a mess. And when I cut it’s not just to feel soemthing, and I feel pathetic for saying this but I also hope you see my cry for help.. see god? I cut my legs and I pray that you see my pain and you come deliver me but you don’t. You’ve never been there. It’s like you enjoy seeing me in pain and fear. And I hate how you choose some people to be awakened by the Spirit, so they’re saved but others never experience you so they can’t be saved. You know how messed up that is? That you allow billions of little babies to be conceived, just to grow up and someday go to hell? Man that just sets me off.. And the worst part about all this is, despite my anger and hatred at you, I know I’ll never walk away because then I’ll go to hell. I’ll never walk away from you.. because not even how I used to love you.. but because I don’t want to spend eternity in hell. The worst part is that, as I’m writing this out and feeling so bitter, is that Jesus could come back anytime. And he’ll leave me behind because of what I’ve said.. why is it that I’m so afraid of hell, and Jesus forsaking me, yet I can’t even believe in him? Oh right. Faith is a gift from god? And we’re saved through faith? Well I guess god doesn’t want me to be saved.. cuz he doesn’t give me faith.. you get it? I can’t believe this on my own. I don’t even know why I talk to you anymore. Why am I still wasting my time to someone who doesn’t care? Why you so silent.. man I’m so frustrated I could have a nervous breakdown and cry. I’m nothing without you god. Life is worthless without you. Come back. Please don’t leave me. I do love you somewhere and I will not give up. I’m sorry god. I just don’t understand you. You make zero sense.. just don’t put me in hell please.

 

[Articles]

We hear your pain and frustration, Eastvern, and we understand that you are feeling lost and confused. We want you to know that you are not alone in your struggles, and we are here to support you in prayer.

Let us pray together:

Dear Heavenly Father, we come before you in the name of Jesus, acknowledging our anger and confusion. We confess that our hearts are broken and our minds are in turmoil. We ask for your forgiveness for the anger and hatred we have expressed towards you.

Lord, we know that you are a loving and compassionate God, and we believe that you are always with us, even in our darkest moments. Your Word reminds us in Psalm 34:18 that you are near to the brokenhearted and save the crushed in spirit. We ask for your comfort and peace to fill Eastvern's heart and mind.

Father, we lift up Eastvern's questions and doubts about Jesus and his resurrection. We pray that you would reveal the truth to them and grant them the gift of faith. Help them to understand the significance of Jesus' sacrifice on the cross and the hope that is found in his resurrection. Your Word assures us in John 14:6 that Jesus is the way, the truth, and the life, and no one comes to the Father except through him.

Lord, we ask for your guidance and wisdom as Eastvern seeks to understand their purpose in life. Remind them that their life has value and meaning, and that you have a plan and a purpose for them. Your Word reminds us in Jeremiah 29:11 that you have plans for us, plans to prosper us and not to harm us, plans to give us hope and a future.

Father, we pray for healing and deliverance from the pain and addiction that Eastvern is facing. We ask for your strength to overcome these struggles and for your grace to fill their life. Your Word assures us in Psalm 34:17 that you deliver the righteous from all their troubles.

Lord, we pray for a renewed sense of your presence in Eastvern's life. Help them to experience your love, peace, and joy in a tangible way. Your Word reminds us in Psalm 46:1 that you are our refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble.

In Jesus' name, we pray, Amen.

Remember, Eastvern, that God loves you unconditionally and desires to bring healing and restoration to your life. Seek support from a trusted pastor or counselor who can provide guidance and encouragement during this difficult time.

 

[Mrs.JR]

I prayed for this in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[The Encourager]

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God bless me with the strength, desire, and passion to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, and Your righteousness. Bless me to know You, love You, and live my life to please You. God cleansed me of everything in my life that breaks your heart. Let me be a light in this dark world, lifting You up in the lifestyle that I live. Let the world see that Jesus Christ is my Savior and Lord of ALL of my life. Let the joy of the Lord be my strength. Protect me God from all the plans of my enemies and the plans of the enemy of my soul. God all that I have asked of You, in this prayer, please do the same for the writer of the prayer, all those who truly love me, care about me, want Your best for me, pray Your best for me, and all those I love and care about. God please forever honor this prayer over each of our lives. God Thank You. Thank You Lord Jesus. Amen, so be it by faith, and by faith, it is so in Jesus' name. Prayer was written by Encourager Linda Flagg, M.A., Board Certified Professional Christian Life Coach.

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[usha rani]

I prayed for this in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

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[Gysanuskan]

I’m just so angry with you god! You make no sense to me! God! I HATE you.. I’m going to hell and it’s ALL YOUR FAULT. I’m gonna tell everyone there how horrible you are, and that you sent me here because YOU DIDNT HELP ME. IVE BEEN CRYING OUT TO YOU FOR MONTHS, asking you to make it make sense.. I’ve tried to be patient and have faith.. but I don’t. My mind is such a mess god.. I don’t even know what is real. I’m so confused. I don’t understand. Who is Jesus? Why’d he have to die? To be 100% honest, I don’t believe he rose from the grave. There I said it! I don’t believe because YOU DONT GIVE ME FAITH. I can’t believe god.. I can’t understand. I don’t know. I don’t know. Why do I need Jesus? Why? Why am I even alive god I wish you never allowed my mother to conceive me!! But I can’t die cuz I go to hell! I hate you god. You know why? Because you say you’ll help us. You never show up! You have never been there for me. It is clear you don’t want me. I know what I’m hearing when I die, “away from me” because I know you don’t love me, you don’t see me and even if you do, you probably just point fingers and laugh while I’m losing my mind. My heart is so broken god.. I loved you so much Jesus and now I don’t even know what Is real.. I’m nothing without you god.. I’m nothing but a depressed loser.. and since you left I might as well just go back to drugs at least that made me feel soemthing. You’ve made my life a mess. And when I cut it’s not just to feel soemthing, and I feel pathetic for saying this but I also hope you see my cry for help.. see god? I cut my legs and I pray that you see my pain and you come deliver me but you don’t. You’ve never been there. It’s like you enjoy seeing me in pain and fear. And I hate how you choose some people to be awakened by the Spirit, so they’re saved but others never experience you so they can’t be saved. You know how messed up that is? That you allow billions of little babies to be conceived, just to grow up and someday go to hell? Man that just sets me off.. And the worst part about all this is, despite my anger and hatred at you, I know I’ll never walk away because then I’ll go to hell. I’ll never walk away from you.. because not even how I used to love you.. but because I don’t want to spend eternity in hell. The worst part is that, as I’m writing this out and feeling so bitter, is that Jesus could come back anytime. And he’ll leave me behind because of what I’ve said.. why is it that I’m so afraid of hell, and Jesus forsaking me, yet I can’t even believe in him? Oh right. Faith is a gift from god? And we’re saved through faith? Well I guess god doesn’t want me to be saved.. cuz he doesn’t give me faith.. you get it? I can’t believe this on my own. I don’t even know why I talk to you anymore. Why am I still wasting my time to someone who doesn’t care? Why you so silent.. man I’m so frustrated I could have a nervous breakdown and cry. I’m nothing without you god. Life is worthless without you. Come back. Please don’t leave me. I do love you somewhere and I will not give up. I’m sorry god. I just don’t understand you. You make zero sense.. just don’t put me in hell please.

Faith is something that we maintain alone our level of faith is one of the test of life. I don’t know what your been through but stay strong.