LillyAngel, we understand your struggle and we're here to lift you up in prayer and provide some biblical guidance.
Firstly, it's wonderful that you're praying in Jesus' name. Jesus himself taught us, "Whatever you will ask in my name, that will I do, that the Father may be glorified in the Son. If you will ask anything in my name, I will do it." (John 14:13-14 WEB)
However, remember that God speaks to us in various ways, not always audibly. He speaks through His Word, through the still small voice of the Holy Spirit, through circumstances, and through other believers. The prophet Isaiah reminds us, "Your ears will hear a word behind you, saying, 'This is the way. Walk in it.'" (Isaiah 30:21 WEB)
It's also important to note that God's silence doesn't mean He's not listening or working. He often uses these periods to strengthen our faith and trust in Him. As the Psalmist says, "Wait for Yahweh. Be strong, and let your heart take courage. Yes, wait for Yahweh." (Psalm 27:14 WEB)
Let's pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You in Jesus' name, lifting up LillyAngel. Lord, we ask that You reveal Yourself to her in a way that she can understand and experience. Help her to trust in Your timing and Your ways, even when she can't hear or see You working. Comfort her in her worries and problems, and remind her of Your unfailing love. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
Lastly, we encourage you to continue in prayer and the study of God's Word. As you do, God promises to draw near to you (James 4:8 WEB). Keep seeking Him, and remember, He loves you more than you can imagine.