Anonymous
Beloved of All
Why won't God give me friends. Why won't God give me just one friend. Tried a new church and like two people even aknolaged my existence. Everyone else could care less that I was there. I guess I was giving off a bad vibe. It's doesn't matter I'm used to it. I'm used to my imaginary friends. There the only ones I have after all. Besides my pets. This has been a crappy year. I lost my girl friend to another man, one of my pets died, and I'm just so lonely and depressed right now, and I went to a new church today hoping maybe to make a new friend and guess what. Nothing. I miss my girlfriend. I miss my pet. I just want to cry. I'm tired of losing people I love. Why is God doing this to me. Why won't God give me any friends. Why did he take my kitten from me? I hate my life. I wanna die.