Why am I so confused? I want to get over the pain of this situation. My husband has someone else and it hurts. I’m 34 almost 35 weeks pregnant and single mother now with my 3 kids. I had no choice but to break up due to the nature of the situation and the harm he caused my daughter. I also found out he was cheating. Despite all the terrible things he’s done and trauma he’s caused I still hurt for the loss of him in my life. I feel guilt for my feelings for him because of all the things he’s done to us. I don’t understand life sometimes. Things are very difficult for me emotionally, financially and physically. I am not doing well in my night school because I can’t bring myself to study and concentrate. I also have difficulty juggling everything because of my emotions and physically due to pregnancy . I don’t even know what to ask for in this situation other than strength, patience and lords comfort. A prayer for this cause is greatly appreciated.