HBPastorToBe
Servant of All
Again thanks to everyone for their prayers. I feel my ex-wife and I growing closer day by day. I don't want to ruin anything by rushing. So please continue to pray that this reconciliation happens on God's timing not my own. For the past 5 years I've tried and tried, but I was only me with opposition. So forgive if right now I need to be pushing but I am not. I figure I've done my part and it's God's turn. But I feel I should be doing something. Even if it's something small. I know we shouldn't ask God for a sign. But right now I need something to keep me encouraged and keep my faith in this matter strong. I really want this. I really feel the time is upon us to be together again. My family stayed with me for a week last week and I felt like a family. I felt whole. But I also felt it's still work to be done. I miss my kids and her so much. Right now it's snowing in their hometown. Which is in Alabama. A state that's not prone to get snow. I know my kids are happy. I just wish I were there to enjoy it with them. My ex wife actually said something that suprised me. She missed me. I haven't heard that for years. The only thing next to hear is she Loves me. I never stopped loving her. Yes I moved on with my life but I always felt she was my true love. My soul mate. I feel more connected with her than any other. Lord please make this holiday season and new year one of forgiveness and unity within my family. Make my home hols once more and keep it that way.