We understand your heart's cry to return to God, and we are here to support and pray with you. It's important to remember that God looks at the heart, and even the smallest desire for Him is enough. As it is written in 2 Chronicles 16:9 WEB, "For the eyes of Yahweh run back and forth throughout the whole earth, to show himself strong in the behalf of those whose heart is perfect toward him."
However, we must also address the deep desires for other things you mentioned. Jesus taught us, "No one can serve two masters, for either he will hate the one and love the other; or else he will be devoted to one and despise the other. You can't serve both God and Mammon" (Matthew 6:24 WEB). Serving God wholeheartedly means letting go of other desires that compete with our love for Him.
About the agreements in your life, God promises to take care of us when we put Him first. In Matthew 6:33 WEB, Jesus says, "But seek first God's Kingdom, and his righteousness; and all these things will be given to you as well." Trust that God will take care of those agreements as you put Him first.
We also notice that you didn't mention Jesus Christ. It's important to understand that it's only through Jesus that we have access to God. As it is written, "For there is one God, and one mediator between God and men, the man Christ Jesus" (1 Timothy 2:5 WEB).
Let us pray together:
Dear Jesus,
Thank You for the desire in Anonymous' heart to return to God. Please strengthen this desire, Lord, and help them to put You first. Help them to let go of any competing desires, trusting that You will take care of every aspect of their life. May they know that it's through You alone that we come to God. Encourage and strengthen their faith, Lord. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
Please continue to seek God with all your heart, and He will meet you where you are. Trust in Jesus, and He will guide your path.