EDWIN PINTO
Humble Prayer Warrior
Abba father I come before you in the name of JESUS and with the fellowship of Holyspirit to remind you Genesis 3:9 when you saw Adam and asked him " where are you " today many people like me are asking you " Where Are You ". " Lord Jesus Where Are You" as you have stopped showing up yourself to your own creation . Lord Jesus today is my Birthday and you never wished me through anyone not even one person on earth wished me but your enemy kept attacking me throughout the day through people infact your enemy thinks of me more than you. Lord you are the author of my life you couldn't script one good day on my birthday atleast . Lord what I have done so much against you that you can't show mercy and love towards me today whole day I thought you will give me a gift of your mercy love and your presence all I asked you for this day was your presence in me . For me your presence was enough even if whole world doesn't talk to me fine but you be with me but you never came and I felt loneliness even on this day .lord you granted Satan's request in life of Job and the person who was possessed but many oppressed and rejected people like me you don't grant our requests and the preachers and religious say that have faith , patience , wait and God's timing lord is 25 years that I'm waiting for your miracles healing and deliverance is too little time , i have lost my youth and entered oldage yet no response from you is it not faith in you that I never went seeking God elsewhere , is it not patience that I waited 25 years for your mercy and love , is 25 years not a long " TIME " that your time is yet to come in my life . What anger or grudge do you hold on me for so long , is this called your unconditional love , is this called steadfast love . When I'm feeling terrible hunger you don't provide me and say I will give you rich food in my time and your hunger shall subside . lord Jesus in my terrible hunger your rich food won't satisfy me a simple food will satisfy me similarly today I'm bankrupted now if you don't help me but say in my time I will give you treasures of darkness and Wealth hidden in secret places what good that Wealth will do to me for i don't need riches and Wealth I just need basic needs of my daily life to live like human . Today lord the most important day of my life as you sent me into this world through my parents but you didn't wish me through anyone I'm hurt lord how much to plead with you .lord Jesus if you do this with everyone there will be only few souls thirsty for you . Lord Jesus daily I come across people who are questioning your presence and your promises. Lord Jesus if not for sinners like us atleast for the Glory of your name and of Abba father and of the Holyspirit please please make Your Thoughts and Words into Action so that our souls are saved . Lord Jesus I don't want worldly things I want only you if you can't give such life then send your word which is Alive and Active and a double edged sword to separate my soul from my body in Jesus mighty name I pray Abba father. AMEN