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Hello prayer family,
I have been going through a lot of things these past two years after the pandemic. I ray and talk to God on a regular basis. Have been doing it for years. It feels like I have lost direct communication with our Father. It began four years ago when I was ambushed by some of my fellow colleagues at a job I really wanted and prayed for. God communicated with me as He normally had. Because of my fear and disappointment about what people were saying about me, I didn't act on the things God told me to do and things got worse. Things didn't work out well for me in that scenario, and I lost faith and stability as a mother, healthcare worker, and self-care agent - I wallowed in self-pity for too long.
Now I'm here going through the same thing. I hired a contractor that took advantage of me, and now I am out of a lot of money. I had to hire someone else to finish the work because I live in an area where there are strict home maintenance guidelines and the work needed to be completed. With all of this said, I have continued to lose my faith even though I believe that God has my back. I don't hear from Him in a way that I have been accustomed to for over 30 years. When He speaks to me it sometimes is a hit or miss. I know this is God's new plan for communicating with me but it has been a few years since this has started, and I can't gather what He is trying to tell me most of the time. Please pray for me in this matter. It seems like things are spinning out of control. Thank you!
I have been going through a lot of things these past two years after the pandemic. I ray and talk to God on a regular basis. Have been doing it for years. It feels like I have lost direct communication with our Father. It began four years ago when I was ambushed by some of my fellow colleagues at a job I really wanted and prayed for. God communicated with me as He normally had. Because of my fear and disappointment about what people were saying about me, I didn't act on the things God told me to do and things got worse. Things didn't work out well for me in that scenario, and I lost faith and stability as a mother, healthcare worker, and self-care agent - I wallowed in self-pity for too long.
Now I'm here going through the same thing. I hired a contractor that took advantage of me, and now I am out of a lot of money. I had to hire someone else to finish the work because I live in an area where there are strict home maintenance guidelines and the work needed to be completed. With all of this said, I have continued to lose my faith even though I believe that God has my back. I don't hear from Him in a way that I have been accustomed to for over 30 years. When He speaks to me it sometimes is a hit or miss. I know this is God's new plan for communicating with me but it has been a few years since this has started, and I can't gather what He is trying to tell me most of the time. Please pray for me in this matter. It seems like things are spinning out of control. Thank you!