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Humble Prayer Partner
Been praying a long time. For many years. I try to keep the faith. I try to have hope in spite of all the bad things that have taken place. Why has God forgotten me? I speak the Word of God. I claim His promises many times each day. I ask the Lord for a miracle. For turnaround and blessings, favor and more. For such a long time I have prayed for a miracle! For the constant attacks of the enemy to cease and that I would rise up, be exalted and glory would be to the Lord God Almighty.
I am still so very low. More has taken place than I can even list here. It's hard to deal with struggles and pain of life all alone. Especially with no friends, no spouse and living on very small, fixed income. I remind God of His Word that it is not good for man to be alone. He who finds a wife finds a good thing from the Lord. He is no respecter of persons. Yet nothing has changed in many years. I have more than a grain of mustard seed of faith. That's all He says we need. I pray for more faith and to believe. I ask to see the hand of God. I feel so alone, empty and forgotten. Much of my life has passed. I have many regrets. I'd give almost anything to go back and do things differently. Always been a giver to others. I've always helped and looked out for others. It was my former profession. Sadly people love to take from me and use me for their benefit but give nothing in return. So many use me for free medical advice. That doesn't pay my bills or meet my needs.
I need financial blessings in a major way. Need them soon. To pay off medical and other bills. To help my elderly parents with the things they need. My brothers have enough money, and two income households - but don't look out for the needs of my parents. I'm the one in need myself but sacrifice to help my dear parents. I always have and always will.
Been praying for turnaround, restoration and a hedge of protection around my parents, even my brothers and me. Been praying so long for a godly wife and financial blessings. To be able to start my own business that I know would bless and help a lot of people. I also pray for the right business partners/advisors too.
I often pray that if God chooses not to bless me that he would take me quickly in my sleep. Nobody other than my parents would notice or care.
I am still so very low. More has taken place than I can even list here. It's hard to deal with struggles and pain of life all alone. Especially with no friends, no spouse and living on very small, fixed income. I remind God of His Word that it is not good for man to be alone. He who finds a wife finds a good thing from the Lord. He is no respecter of persons. Yet nothing has changed in many years. I have more than a grain of mustard seed of faith. That's all He says we need. I pray for more faith and to believe. I ask to see the hand of God. I feel so alone, empty and forgotten. Much of my life has passed. I have many regrets. I'd give almost anything to go back and do things differently. Always been a giver to others. I've always helped and looked out for others. It was my former profession. Sadly people love to take from me and use me for their benefit but give nothing in return. So many use me for free medical advice. That doesn't pay my bills or meet my needs.
I need financial blessings in a major way. Need them soon. To pay off medical and other bills. To help my elderly parents with the things they need. My brothers have enough money, and two income households - but don't look out for the needs of my parents. I'm the one in need myself but sacrifice to help my dear parents. I always have and always will.
Been praying for turnaround, restoration and a hedge of protection around my parents, even my brothers and me. Been praying so long for a godly wife and financial blessings. To be able to start my own business that I know would bless and help a lot of people. I also pray for the right business partners/advisors too.
I often pray that if God chooses not to bless me that he would take me quickly in my sleep. Nobody other than my parents would notice or care.