cap86
Disciple of Prayer
When we started dating four years ago, I thought I had found "the one." He made me so happy, and made me feel so loved and appreciated. In those four years, we have been through so much together. But now when I think about our future together, the future that I was so certain of, I am confused and unsure that this is what I want. He has done big things and made sacrifices that show me he loves me. But I can't remember the last time he told me he loves me. I feel virtually no emotional or physical love from him any more. He doesn't talk to me about anything in his life and doesn't care to hear about mine. He acts cold toward me, and sometimes ignores me like I don't even exist. It's hard because I love him so much and just want to give all my love to him and feel that love in return. It is so simple.. I just want to be loved. I was so convinced he was 'the one.' I want him to be so badly. I want things to get better and go back to the way he used to treat me. But I don't see a happy future with the way things are going, and that breaks my heart. I'm scared to end things because so much has been invested in these years, and what if he is the one? What if things will get better? Or am I meant to be with someone else? Please pray that I will gain complete clarity and strength in this situation, that I will know what to do, and who I am meant to be with. Thank you for your prayers and for taking the time to look through my request. God bless.