DonnaT
Beloved of All
When the enemy came against me, I could of stopped and prayed for God's guidance and believed he would help but instead I left each scenario. I did this not once but multiple times. I let the hurt take over and fled.i didn't want to hear what they had to say I did not trust that God would give me the words to speak that i needed to keep from being destroyed by then. I don't think I was wrong to feel hurt or unsupported. I truly know what I was doing did not justify the behavior they chose towards me but because i didnt want to endure the suffering and patiently wait for an opportunity to present my case/side and gain support .I am now suffering the most. There are many things I am unable to get back and It's no one's fault but my own.i lost my kitties, my family, my home, jobs and most of my personal belongings that God gave me. I'm sorry Jesus I have failed. Lord please have mercy on me and grant grace to me and stop the delay of my future success and give me a clear sign as to how to proceed ,move forward and what opportunities to pursue. In Jesus name I ask Amen
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