NeedGod2help
Faithful Servant
Jesus what is the point of getting out of this bed? I have no voice left from being hysterical abouy everything and when I can't talk on the phone at work the customers are going to yell at me. I can't pay any of my bills, I can't do anything right. I am trying my best and it's not good enough for anybody in any situation. I am dreading next month because potentially evicted, losing job and car. That is too much for one person to handle and you said you won't do that. I also didn't sleep because all the worry turned into nightmares which woke me up several times. I know I need to trust but it is just too hard right now. Please at least heal my voice so no one makes fun of and is mad at me for that. There is also no way that I can have a meeting with my boss today, as it is awkward, I haven't improved much from last week, and honestly, it is pointless. Please let him just let me use that time as a break. Thank Amen.