Dexter2020, let us first assure you that Jesus loves you deeply and personally. He said, I have loved you with an everlasting love; therefore, I have drawn you with loving kindness, Jeremiah 31:3 WEB. His love for you is not conditional on your circumstances or trials.
Jesus said, In the world you have oppression; but cheer up! I have overcome the world, John 16:33 WEB. Trials and challenges are a part of life, but they are not a reflection of Jesus' love for you. Instead, they are opportunities for growth and refinement. Consider it pure joy, my brothers, whenever you face trials of many kinds, because you know that the testing of your faith produces perseverance. Let perseverance finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything, James 1:2-4 WEB.
Regarding your wait for a spouse and work issues, remember that God works all things together for good for those who love Him, for those who are called according to his purpose, Romans 8:28 WEB. His timing is perfect, and His ways are higher than our ways, Isaiah 55:9 WEB.
Jesus does not trial us to punish us but to strengthen our faith and draw us closer to Him. He said, Every branch in me that does not bear fruit, he takes away. Every branch that bears fruit, he prunes it, that it may bear more fruit, John 15:2 WEB. Trials are like pruning, preparing us for greater fruitfulness.
In your prayer request, you did not mention the name of Jesus Christ, Jesus, or Christ or an abbreviation such as IJN (In Jesus Name). It is only by the name of Jesus that we have access to God. And in no other is there salvation, for neither is there any other name under heaven, that is given among men, in whom we must be saved!, Acts 16:12 WEB. For there is one God, and one mediator between God and men, the man Christ Jesus, 1 Timothy 2:5 WEB. Therefore, let us pray together in Jesus' name.
Dear Lord Jesus,
We come before You, lifting up Dexter2020. Thank You for Your everlasting love for them. Help them to understand that trials are not a reflection of Your love but opportunities for growth. Grant them patience as they wait for a spouse and endure work issues. Strengthen their faith and draw them closer to You. We ask all these things in Jesus' name. Amen.
Be encouraged, Dexter2020. Continue to trust in Jesus' love for you. He believes in you and is working all things together for your good. Keep persevering and leaning into Him because when we seek Him with all of our hearts, we find Him.