Dexter2020
Faithful Servant
What is Jesus teaching me through this unequally yoked relationship where I have the longing for marriage but don't know if Jesus will fulfill it my prayer and will I become like apostles Paul who is single which I don't want but Jesus kept on throwing unequally yoked relationship, dismissive and cold violence ###, mental illness schizophrenia ###, and people of other religion background which is truly unequally yoked. Doesn't Jesus know and is he calling me to wait in vain and prayer not answered. I am sick and tired of waiting for no results and I kept reading the bible for answers but I can't find it. Jesus why is this happening to me.

Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. Bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, soul, mind, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, and Your righteousness. Help and strengthen me God to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding.