kgirl99
Prayer Partner
Father God I'm desperate for some guidance and wisdom. I've been praying for months and years for things in my life that seem to always produce trials or just never go away. I need some very clear answers and lifting up in prayer. I'm a single mom of 3 children. 2 teenagers and one pre-teen. It is incredibly hard work in itself. But my son has been on and off been struggling with drugs and lying and poor choices. I've sought all varying types of help. Classes Christian counselor support from myself and it is a constant battle. I'm a full time teacher and in a brand new district and have am extremely (behaviors) challenging class as well as very low level academic performance. I go home daily wondering if I'm in the right profession and extremely exhausted. I love children and teaching but am struggling so much this year...I had a relationship for a year with a great guy and then he disappeared for months due to grief and some of his own issues. He resurfaced a few weeks ago wanting to hang out again and it felt extremely comfortable and natural. We have a wonderful time together but he keeps his distance. Unfortunaley we made a poor choice and were a little too intimate which lede to question his motives. He stated he was terrified of a relationship and it is safer to keep me at a distance not necessarily easier... He also stated he has been dating or hanging out with other people as well. I asked him why he bothered to contact me? Of course he misses me and cares a lot about me... I'm completely heartbroken and devastated. I have been praying for months for God to lead us back to each other If it is meant to be? This has been such a battle and trial for me. I honestly don't know what or how to pray anymore for all that is weighing me down... I pray constantly...but feeling like God isn't there. I pray for direction and restoration mostly? Please pray for me